Do you ever just get tired of being tired? I mean, do you ever just want the world to come to a stand still so that you can just breathe?  Well that's where i'm at right now,  I'm just tired. It's more of a mental tiredness than physical. It feels like I've already been in this semester two months when in reality its only the end of the third week. All I can say is that if things don't start to easy up, its going to be a hell of a semester.

  Here is a bit of good news that came at a good time. I got the scholarship! Well, not the one I applied for, but another one that went along with the one I applied for. I found that out this morning, so that has made my life a tad bit happier. That and this picture ----->

Like how can you have a bad day when you see a picture like this?? It's pretty much impossible. 

  I am not typically the person to get down about things, I am the person who despite having a beaucoup amount of work to do all the time, still manages to be pretty content with life and just do the work. Right now, I am not that person. I honestly just want to curl up in my bed and disappear for a little while. I just want to turn off my phone and  all the people who constantly need me to do this or that. I don't want to work, I don't want to go to school, I don't even want to hang out with my friends. I just want peace, 

  Alright, I'm done laying in my self pity now.  It never gets anybody anywhere anyway (see what I did there?). It's time for me to pull myself together, stop complaining about life, and do what I need to do. I've got class from 1-5 and then I work from 5:45-10. I got this... Or at least I will pretend to. 

Fake it till you make it, right? Peace out. 

-Bria